Struggling…
By nutcase101. Filed in Love, Pleas of Desperation, Random Thoughts, Rant, The unknown |
If you, my lovely five readers, haven’t noticed that for the most part these last few posts have been phoned in. The only one that I can state that I’ve really taken pride in and wanted to write was the one about B and I’s five year anniversary. When I wrote that post the words flew off of my finger tips and I couldn’t wait to click the publish butt on and share with you all my love for my wonderful man.
My lack of creativity isn’t contained to just writing, it’s also affecting my sewing and knitting life. Projects that I’ve been jonsing to do are sitting on the side waiting for my motivation to come back from the vacation that it took without my permission.
And I know what chased part of it away and I don’t really want to talk about it because I’ve bored you enough with my inability to deal with my Grandmother’s passing. Sometimes it feels better to do nothing that to do anything, especially when she was such a huge part in fostering my drive to be creative in the area of crafts. There are also other pressures that are compounding it that I won’t bring into the blogging world.
All I can ask is that you forgive me for not having fabulous posts, or pseudo-fabulous posts of late. Writing isn’t my forte but it is part of the outlets that I have to get things out of my head and it’s much cheaper than therapy.
Sunday, February 21st 2010 at 9:10 pm |
Take your time to get right, we’ll (or at least, *I’ll*) be here.
Sunday, February 21st 2010 at 9:20 pm |
Unless we’re paying you, you don’t owe us a thing, doll. Don’t fret. It’ll be back.
xoxox
Monday, February 22nd 2010 at 12:34 am |
Hey, we all go through it! We’re all still subscribed and waiting for when you’re ready.
Tuesday, February 23rd 2010 at 11:06 am |
1) I don’t see any obvious coding issues.
2) You don’t need to get over anything. You loved her, and she’s gone, and it hurts. There’s nothing wrong with feeling that pain – or expressing it, if you need to.