Off this ride please…
By nutcase101. Filed in Pleas of Desperation |
Honestly, I’m in a state of emotional fucked uppedness. I’m sure that’s a psychiatric term in some shrink book somewhere. If it’s not, it should be.
Why am I in this emotional state of fucked uppedness?
Because I’m on a bloody roller coaster where I’m happy one day and damn right miserable the next. And poor B, he’s been strapped in against his will in the seat next to me.
And if I could pull the emergency brake or cut the straps so I could get out, I totally would. I just forgot my MacGyver kit when I got on.
The worse part, someone I who I knew in Grad school passed away. He and I had a few classes together, though he was in undergrad. He and I never had any ground breaking, emotional wrenching conversations but he was adored by his classmates. When he entered the room, he had the biggest grin on his face and it infected those around him. Danny was one of those guys that made the world a better place just knowing that he was on it.
He was only 27. And dammit, there are a lot of people that didn’t get to meet him. Thankfully, there was a significant number that did.
And I don’t want to post this because I feel like a whiny bitch (another scientific term). If you need me, I’ll be on the roller coaster that doesn’t stop.
Sunday, April 11th 2010 at 1:22 pm |
You’re not being a whiny bitch. Pinky swear.
Tuesday, April 13th 2010 at 1:26 pm |
I hate to be a big cliche and all and to quote Billy Joel ’cause that’s just not right…”But only the good die young” So many people who have so much to offer don’t get the chance but those who are touched by them should rejoice that they had that brief pleasure.
Wednesday, April 14th 2010 at 5:48 pm |
That’s a very fitting quote and thank you for posting it.